Tuesday, February 14, 2012

February 14, 2012


Happy Valentine's Day.

Awesome.

My dad got me my first flower - a rose, on Valentines day in 1981.  I was just shy of 2 months old.  I still have that flower.  Things like that I will never forget.

The boys want to send Pappy cards, so off to the cemetary with cards attached to balloons we go tonight.

I keep doing these things for them because I know it helps them, but I hate it.  I hate it with a passion.  I want him back.  I want my freaking dad back.  Even for a second, just so I could say goodbye.  Life is so damn unfair.











2 comments:

  1. Hi. I randomly clicked on your blog link from a thread on babycenter. I just wanted to say that I am so so sorry you lost your dad. There really aren't any other words to say. I hope this blog serves its purpose and relieves a little grief for you. I'll say a prayer for you tonight. No one should lose their dad, ever. xoxo, Kiersten

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    1. Thank you very much. I agree, no one should ever lose their dad. So far all the blog does is make me cry more when I post, but supposedly in the long run it will help....so I keep at it! Thank you again. Kristi

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