Tuesday, February 14, 2012
February 14, 2012
Happy Valentine's Day.
Awesome.
My dad got me my first flower - a rose, on Valentines day in 1981. I was just shy of 2 months old. I still have that flower. Things like that I will never forget.
The boys want to send Pappy cards, so off to the cemetary with cards attached to balloons we go tonight.
I keep doing these things for them because I know it helps them, but I hate it. I hate it with a passion. I want him back. I want my freaking dad back. Even for a second, just so I could say goodbye. Life is so damn unfair.
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Hi. I randomly clicked on your blog link from a thread on babycenter. I just wanted to say that I am so so sorry you lost your dad. There really aren't any other words to say. I hope this blog serves its purpose and relieves a little grief for you. I'll say a prayer for you tonight. No one should lose their dad, ever. xoxo, Kiersten
ReplyDeleteThank you very much. I agree, no one should ever lose their dad. So far all the blog does is make me cry more when I post, but supposedly in the long run it will help....so I keep at it! Thank you again. Kristi
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