I lost my father in a tragic plane accident on October 2nd, 2011. I have struggled every day to move past it and realize that I won't ever get to see him, talk to him, or hug him as long I live and breathe on this Earth. My life, as well as my entire family's lives are forever changed.
I have always been the one that is "just like your dad" and "so strong". This event has brought me to my knees and made daily living almost unbearable. I guess I never realized just how close I was with my dad, or how much I actually needed him until he was gone. Without so much as a moments notice. Just gone. Immediately taken, well unless you count the week long search to find where he took his last breath. That sucked.
So anyway, this blog is for me, a way for me to get it all out there and hopefully cope and let some grief out so I might be able to not begin sobbing at the littlest things, because really, it has to stop or get easier soon. I am going to lose it!
